You get irritated when things you like to happen don't end up the way you wanted, am I right?

You've been waiting for it, you've been wanting it, you've planned for it, but then it seems like it will not take place..

They say it's just priorities... But of course, what is important to you may not be important to them...

And about time commitment, what if you already commited your time to that particular event, and one situation has to come that can create a conflict, what will you choose? But then again, as I said earlier, what is important to you may not be important to them..

What about you, if things like this happened to you..what will you do?

Might as well try this..Hehehe..

20 years ago:
I have no idea.hehe..But from the kiddie pictures I'm seeing, I'm always with my father, with him in his marathon. My father is a runner, used to run for those big time competitions in Manila.

15years ago:
Hmm.. I'm happy playing with my barbie dolls..And I will not forget those brownouts we used to get during those times. And during this, I'm scared to go out of the house alone because this is when rape cases were high. Hahaha!! Also to include massacres. Hehehe..

10years ago:
Living in Doha.. So bored because not much to see then..And I miss my friends in Philippines..

5years ago:
Second year college... Having a great time at Baguio. I was mightly used in our church in the Music Ministry.. I think this is when my singing talent is blooming..(Ahem..Hehehe...)

3years ago:
Graduated from college. So happy to be out of school. No plans of coming back. Excited of working abroad.. Sad to leave my granny..(I miss her..)

Last year:
Blessed with a new job, blessed with a driver's license, blessed with a car.. and been blessed with so many more..Thank you Lord!

Yesterday:
Was so full. Full in terms of worship and food. Hehe.. The praise and worship in our church was so..how to say this, so wonderful... And after that, ate at Chillis, so busog na naman..Hehehe..

Today:
Hmmm..So far so good.. Day's fine..

Tomorrow:
Our youth group is going to have an election of officers.. Vote wisely! Heheh..

Next year:
Picturing myself fulfilled...

5-10years
Seeing myself happily married, and have a business of my own...

Cheerios everyone! Its your turn to do this... :o)

Been thinking lately..

Trials develop perseverance..

You only know yourself...

It's how you respond to things that affects you..Whether you will give in..or give up..or stand up...

Only God can bring the security we need...

Nothing can separate us from the love of God...

Only God knows why we have to go through all of these.. He has plans and He has ways we cannot understand..But one thing is for sure...He will surely bless us...

Happy days to everyone! Godbless!

About Time...

It is exactly one month since the last time I updated. I keep on telling myself "update ko na blog ko..update ko na talaga." But then laziness comes in. Hehe.. Anyway, move on..move on..

Internet Connection
Now I'm really on the mood to update coz we have a new internet connection. Finally, an ADSL. Yahoo! Fast and efficient. I'll not get bored waiting for the downloading time.

Blessings
I've been blessed in many areas of my life these past few days..Physically, emotionally, and spiritually...
Physically - I gained 2kgs!! I hate this.. Hehe.. But I count it as blessings of course..It just means that I'm not short of food.. Or maybe I'm just really matakaw. Hehe..
Emotionally - With the help of God and good friends and family, I can say that I'm maturing in terms of emotions. No more childish acts.. on to being a real lady.. Thank God for His continues strength and encouragement...
Spiritually - Yes! Been blessed indeed! I was appointed (is that the right word of it?) as one of the worship leader in our church.. I was really hesitant to go at it at first. I really know that my voice is weak, its not for this kind of responsibility. But then I was encouraged that God doesn't look at our weaknesses but He looks at our heart.. Our desire to servee Him with all of our hearts and with all of our emotions. So, I passed the audition! Praise God.. And through thise, I'm being molded to be the woman God wants me to be..Amen...

Parties
I think it started on my birthday, every week, me and my friends, we're partying.. Kaya siguro ako nag-gain ng 2kgs..Tsk Tsk... Pics! Pics! Party! Party!


me on my birthday - love the cake!

celebrated my bday on Pizza Hut



Jerome's treat at Ponderosa




Dra. Rhea's Bday

And because Cath wants me to answer these questions..
My three'sThanks Cath

three names you go by:
1. Jey
2. Janzel
3. Ateng

three screen names you have had:
1. nicey2483
2. atengteng
3. blessing

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. eyes2
. skin
3. cheeks (kahit na malaki.hehe)

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. dark circles under my eyes
2. tummy
3. fingers

three parts of your heritage:
1. filipino
2. spanish
3. don’t know what’s the third one.hehe

three things that scare you:
1. rejectin
2. failure3. darkness

three of your everyday essentials:
1. toothbrush
2. moisturizer
3. facial wash

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Hillsong
2. South Border
3. Gary V

three of your favorite songs:
1. "With All I Am” Hillsong
2. "Kahit Kailan” South Border
3. Any songs ni Gary V

three things you want in a relationship:
1. unconditional love
2. having someone to share your hopes and dreams with..
3. acceptance (accepting him for who he is, and not for who he can be..)

three lies and truths in no particular order:
lies:1. love at first sight
2. falling in love by chance3.
the line, "I didn't mean to hurt you."
truth:
1. everything happens for a reason
2. there's no easy way to break somebody's heart
3. sometimes it's the things that you can't do, that bring out the brilliance of what you can

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. height
2. eyes
3. nose

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. blogging
2. reading
3. soundtrippin'
three things you want to do really badly now:
1. not go at work
2. go shopping
3. have a holiday

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. teacher
2. doctor
3. nurse

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. hawaii
2. france
3. Greece

three kid's names you like:
1. nicole
2. samantha
3. gabrielle

three things you want to do before you die:
1. travel all over europe
2. fulfill my dreams
3. have kids

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. I’m messy
2. i laugh out loud too.
3. I like sporty outfits
three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. i put on lipgloss
2. i love to shop
3. i'm a crybaby

three celeb crushes:
1. brad pitt2. jude law3. ben affleck

my turn to tag...
three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. malaine
2. yen
3. franz